Edward Cullen Society

Edward Answers to the New Questions

2009-10-21T11:21:00.000-07:00

Anonymous asked:

If you had a good chance to do whatever you wanted to do to Jacob what would it be. ( know matter what you do won't get Bella mad)

Ha, that's a good one! No doubt I'd rip him to pieces. And to his tombstone I'd engrave with my bare finger: "Rest in Pieces." That's what I'd do. Sorry if this is too rude, but what can I say, I'm one jealous beast.

Anonymous asked:

Hi again. If you were the one who turned Bella into a vampire, in the movie do you think that she will scream?

I had to change her during her delivery and she was already in awful pain. Of course she will scream, the excruciating pain is something you don't want to experience.

Anonymous asked:

What do you think of your body. Do you think that it is increadable? Also do you work out??

No, I don't think it's incredible. I wouldn't hesitate a second if I could get back my fragile, aging human body. And no, I don't work out. What use or fun would that be? My muscles are immutable, always in perfect shape, so that'd be no fun at all.

Anonymous asked:

Edward,
How did it feel to be alone, before you actually met Bella? How did that loneliness become bareable?

It felt like I was wandering in the never ending night of solitude. But luckily I couldn't compare it to anything different. I had always been lonely. Always. It was bearable because I had my family with me and my music. I don't know how I could have managed without them, really.

Thanks for your guestions!

Edward

New Layout!

2009-10-21T11:05:00.000-07:00

I did some changes to this blog, I hope you like it! I'm planning to get some new authors to this page, so contact me if you're interested. I'm searching someone with excellent English (unlike myself), good sense of humor and brilliant ideas. You could publish here Twilight-news, -fanfiction or Edward's diary. Or something else, good ideas are welcome.

In My Sky At Twilight

2009-10-07T08:33:00.000-07:00

I just noticed I have recieved many questions. Thank you, I will answer them soon as possible. Meanwhile, here is one poem I love. I'm sure you know to whom I'll dedicate it...

In My Sky At Twilight

In my sky at twilight you are like a cloud
and your form and colour are the way I love them.
You are mine, mine, woman with sweet lips
and in your life my infinite dreams live.

The lamp of my soul dyes your feet,
the sour wine is sweeter on your lips,
oh reaper of my evening song,
how solitary dreams believe you to be mine!

You are mine, mine, I go shouting it to the afternoon's
wind, and the wind hauls on my widowed voice.
Huntress of the depth of my eyes, your plunder
stills your nocturnal regard as though it were water.

You are taken in the net of my music, my love,
and my nets of music are wide as the sky.
My soul is born on the shore of your eyes of mourning.
In your eyes of mourning the land of dreams begin.

- Pablo Neruda

Introduction

2009-05-08T15:00:00.000-07:00

I was at school today for the first time after running away. Because that's what it was. I was cowardly absconding and fleeing from, not her, but me. I tried to escape the fact that I am what I am. If I'd kept on running, I'd have to do it for the rest of my life. And that's a pretty long time.

So, I came back, went to school, sat on our shared biology table and introduced myself clumsily like some moron. She must think that I'm crazy. And who could blame her, she's right, isn't she?

I hate this.

And as much I love everything her precence does to me, minus the strangling feeling in my throat and compulsive, uncontrollable urge to kill her, I also hate it.

I'm so scared that it's too much for me to handle. Too much to even try to restrict my instinct. I never thought I could be scared again, but here I am, scared like a lion caged with the very lamb he loves and adores. How pathetic is that?

Why Tanya couldn't make me feel like this? It would have been perfect, it would have been so much easier

for

us

all

Return

2009-04-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

I have finally decided to return. Alice called me yesterday and cried: "You are coming back!" I loved her so much at that moment. I miss my family.

I have spent some time here in Alaska with old friends. It occurred that the concept of friendship needed a little clarification though. Tanya got offended, I couldn't help it. Sometimes I wish that others could read my mind as I read theirs. It would be so much easier, so much more simple. But I appreciate my privacy too, so I'm not complaining.

Despite of slight misunderstandings between Tanya and I, I managed to do some heavy thinking alone. I understood that I can't run away from her, from Bella. I know it sounds pathetic, especially when we don't even know each other, but I think I can't live without her.

Ever since I met her I have been feeling miserable. Miserable for desperately longing to be near her, for desperately fearing I might hurt her. And now, here, hundreds of miles away, I feel as though a limb of my body has been ripped away. And it won't heal here.

I got to go to her.

Troubled

2009-03-31T03:42:00.000-07:00

Hi!
Sorry I haven't been on much lately. I'm not really comfortable at spreading my personal issues here, but I thought it would be nice to let you know that I've just broke up with my significant other and I'm totally broken. So I've not been able to "live Edward's life" or update his diary, which is okay I guess, since he happens to be in Alaska at the moment. He should come back to Forks soon though, and I try to collect myself till that time comes.

Getaway

2009-03-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

I can't write much now. I'm in a bit of a hurry, going to leave Forks. At least for awhile now, at least as long as she is here.

I'm terrified, if I'm honest. Terrified and appalled and disgusted with myself. I have been talking to Carlisle and he too thought it would be a good idea to go away for a while. It wasn't an easy choice, but it's the best I can do at the moment. It's hard to be separeted from my family, but it's harder to maintain the facade of the good, harmless human, when I am anywhere near her.

It was painfull enough to see the dissapointmen in Carlisles thoughts, but the trust Alice holds for me is even harder to bear. I have not deserved it. I'm not sure if I can live up to her expectancy.

There's no time anymore. I have to be very far when I change my mind. Cause I know I will. The predator is just too strong for me this time. Far enough from the Swan house, far enough from her scent.

Alice's Vision

2009-03-17T23:12:00.000-07:00

Now I'm starting to feel curious. Today Alice saw that this new girl, from Arizona, is going to get the atmosphere at school quite excited. I saw a glimpse of a vision in her thoughts that she, this new girl, would stir up emotions in some, lets say in most, boys around here. (Human boys only, of course.)

But then Alice noticed I was watching and she started counting from hundred to one in French. The rest of the day she acted kind of weirdly and refused to say anything about her visions, even when asked. It surprised me, because it's not really her style to hide her thoughts from me unless they are about her presents for me or about her secret moments with Jasper. And that's very considerate of her. I really appreciate her effort to keep me in obscure of the mushy details of their intimacy.

But as I said, my curiosity has awoken. It's a welcomed change. I can't help but to wonder what kind of this new girl really is, if she posses such power to make so big impact on people. As far as I saw her in Alice's head, she was nothing but plain to me. But we'll see. She should be here in any day now.

Which Twilight Character Are You?

2009-03-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

I made a few tests to find out that I truly am Edward Cullen. How cool is that? *laughs*

Here's the best quizz there is (in my opinion), though the answer is always the same. *crooked smile*

Take the Quiz and Share Your Results!

I liked that question the most:

When you don't get your way you?

Smile, gaze intently and coerce until they forget what they want. Of course. *smirk*

Which Twilight Character are you. (guys)

Edward Cullen
You are enigmatic and a bit dangerous but you control yourself well. Unless anyone messes with your girl...

Myspace Quizzes

Which Twilight Character Are You?

YOU ARE EDWARD
YOU ARE THE SEXY VAMPIRE, AND THE BEST AND FASTEST ONE :D
GOOD JOB!!!

Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Which twilight character are you?

Your Result:
Edward Cullen

You're a vampire who is talented, fast, and a bit over-protective. You fall in love with a human, Bella Swan.

New Information

2009-03-13T16:02:00.000-07:00

Today Mr Greene finally confirmed the rumor that has been going around the school awhile. I have known it as long as the principal, but not until today it became a public knowledge, the chewing gum for common minds.

Some girl from Arizona is moving to town and she is coming to Forks High next week. I couldn't care less, but it's interesting how this little new thing has occupied the thoughts of everyone. It's like a stick in the ants' nest. Poor girl, she's going to be the talk of the month, if not the talk of the year. I hope she likes attention, cause that's what she's going to get.

More deleted scenes

2009-03-13T12:06:00.000-07:00

Here is the official deleted scene "The Bite":
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5cS6evRWbY

And another official deleted scene:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOQDg3C8af0

I personally love that Bite-scene. It's so... inspiring. *smirk*

The race

2009-03-12T03:16:00.000-07:00

First of all I hope everybody noticed that there is a new link to that deleted kissing part and it works. Enjoy.

I just found this picture from a wonderful Facebook group called Twilight Secrets. I don't know who made this, but I would like to know and give all the credits to her. Or him.

"Save horse, ride Edward..."

When I saw this picture I laughed aloud, long and hard. This time we don't need Alice to tell us who'll win. *chuckles*

Deleted kissing scene

2009-03-09T00:45:00.000-07:00

In this video there are two different cuttings for the same scene. First the original kissing scene from "That was the first time I dreamed of Edward Cullen" and after it the one that was in the movie.

I personally love the uncut kissing scene, but I have to admit that the cut version suits the movie better. It was a better choice to leave the actual kissing to so close the end. It built the emotional tension better.

You can watch the deleted kissing scene in this link Access Hollywood

Vampire pregnancy

2009-03-09T00:41:00.000-07:00

This is take from the comments, but I had to put this here, cause it's so interesting.

xoxo.love.xoxo. said:

*laughs* Well... My friend and I were discussing this today. If a pregnant woman were to be changed while she was very largely pregnant (about at her due date, I would guess) and the baby was killed because of the lack of nutrients once its mother is a vampire, than would that woman have a large stomach forever?
And if so, could she have another child? If it were conceived, than, like Nessie, I'm guessing it could be fed by blood. The mother wouldn't have to grow to fit the baby, and the baby would probably rip its way out.

Could this happen? You also have to factor in where the first human child went. Did it simply disintegrate? Or is it still there, a lifeless skeleton?
Haha. So we took a while to plan that whole situation out. It interests me, though.

Oh wow, that must have been quite an intriguing discussion. *laughs* I must say that I'm not sure about this. You know that I didn't know what would happen to Bella when she got pregnant. Because I didn't even know she COULD get pregnant. Thank God it all turned to be a blessing.

But I think, and I'm almost certain of this one, that she would not have a large stomach. You know that it's essential for a vampire to be extremely appealing and beautiful (to most of humans, the flat stomach isn't the beauty ideal for all, including me). When one changes, all the "flaws" in his or her appearances fades and all the wounds heals and so on. So I'm very positive that she would have flat stomach like Esme, Rose or Alice.

But IF she would manage to save that large stomach, she still wouldn't be able to have a baby. There needs to be certaing things to get a baby, like ovulation (I'm starting to sound like a biology teacher here...), and vampire females don't have menstrual cycle, which is essential to get pregnant.

And to your last question, I think that baby would come out if her mother was changing. So she would give birth to it while changing and the baby could survive too. Wouldn't that be nice. To be born and find out that your mother has turned to be a vampire and craves after your blood. *shudders* I'm so glad it was different for Bella.

Viewpoints

2009-03-04T22:42:00.000-08:00

After our refreshing hike I found it surprisingly okay to be at school again. It's more tolerable when you take a stand for it being just a game. I play the student, I try to act human, I have to remeber not to let anybody to see that I actually hear their thoughts... And all the sudden it's not that easy anymore, and it starts to be more interesting.

If I concentrate to the fact that I've already studied these subjects too many times and even though I hadn't, I'd still know all the answers, as long as the teacher or someone in the class would be thinking about the right ones, and so on.

It all depends on taking the right viewpoint. I have tried to make Rosalie see that too, bu she's even more stubborn than the rest of us together, so no any impact thus far. But I'm an optimistic person, so I keep trying for her huge annoyance.

Back to school

2009-03-03T00:15:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah, we had our fun. *chuckles* It has been a very long time since I've had something other than ruminant prey. And the hunt was great. I'm almost happy now, and as satisfied as I can get with this "Tofu" of ours.

Emmett managed to dirty his shirt so badly that he looked like he'd escaped from some horror movie. That man really knows how to rev and take all the fun there is to get while hunting. It was entertaining enough. Luckily Alice had seen that to come and packed some extra clothes just for Emm, and herself of course. *smirk*

Wouldn't it be lovely to go to sleep now. *sigh* But I guess I'll just put my headphones on, turn the volume unnecessarily loud and lie on my couch watching the pictures the music gets drifting inside my head.

Hiking

2009-02-27T09:36:00.000-08:00

I've been waiting this for many days now, and finally we are going hiking together. We are all going this time and it's just great. We usually go with pairs or three at the time, but not now and it's very special. Emmett is already waiting us in the car, but I guess it will take at least an hour or so untill we manage to leave. Alice is packing. *chuckles* It's so amusing really, like, what is there to pack? We hardly need anything. Although it's good to take some extra clothes with us if some one of us smutches himself while "hiking". It can happen. *smirk* And some props too, of course. Food, sleeping bags and so on. Ah, I hardly can wait. It will be so much fun!

More Twilight related comics

2009-02-25T06:12:00.000-08:00

I found some more of this lovely comics. So what do you think? *chuckles*

Vampire things

2009-02-24T01:34:00.000-08:00

(This discussion happened in SD some time ago. But I still would love to hear your opinions.)

Last week, when I was very thirsty, with my eyes all black and my looks ragged... I had stubble. *smirk* I got many comments about it. Not many seemed to like it. *chuckles* Anyway, the biggest complaints I got about it, was that vampires can't have stubble. Is that so? What do you think? And what about showering? Do vampires need to shower?

I think that since our hair grows quite naturally, it's the same with facial hairs too. So of course vampires can have stubble. If they are male, that is. *laughter* It's just that most of us prefer our chin smooth. (Especially when we are in a relationship. Our skin is very sensitive to feel that stinging stubble when being close to someone who has not recently shaved. So say the ladies...) It's a style question and also we tend to appeal to our preys more with silkily smooth chin.

OR

Because at the moment we were changed, we kind of "freezed" to that age and appearance we had at the moment. So no, we cannot have stubble unless we had it at the moment of changing. It's the same with our hair and nails too. They don't grow. Except if we accidentally lose our hair, it "heals" to be exactly like it was before. We have to be beautiful and alluring, you see, and with half bold, ripped hair it would be much more difficult... *smirk*

Which theory do you support? Opinions?

lindsky101 said:

heck yes well the beard would be wierd...yes they can take showers

But James had a stubble, kind of, in the movie. And yes we CAN take showers, but do vampires NEED to do that? *smiles*

cacecrazy said:

I don't think so because I think it said that in Breaking Dawn *Confuzzled* YIKES!!!

Renesmee.C. said:

Well. Nope, They might get dirty but who cares when you look and smell that good!?

AliceCullens said:

I can tell you. No, we don't have to take showers except after we have been wrestling with a grizzly bear and drank it's... you know what. Besides, warm water just feels heavenly. I love to take baths, and so do the rest of my family. That's a fact.

Jonalicous asked:

So Can vampires have Tattos?

Thank you dear for posting this here! Really! *tries not to laugh* This certainly is an interesting question. Your mind seems to work in a totally different way that most human minds. I like it. *chuckles*

Okay, back to the question.

Yes, vampires could have tattoons IF there were needles hard enough, which there are not, so no. *laughs*

*starts musing to himself* What a fascinating idea though... Could there be some diamond needle that were hard enough... hmmm... I would tattoo "I didn't kill the chickens, feathers are from a pillow" to my behind. And bella would get "Spidermonkey" tattoo to her forehead as a birthay gift. *laughs to himself and is happy no one heard his extremely bad jokes*

AuraIllumina asked:

Ever since I read Twilight I've been wondering something.
Dear Edward, isn't it true that when a vampire drinks human blood his eyes change colour and are no longer golden but red. When you drank Bella's blood (taking the venom out of her veins) while rescuing her, why didn't your eyes colour change?
I'm grateful for your answer!

Well that was a very good question too. Thank you. As a matter of fact, I'm not exactly sure why it didn't happen. But I guess that the amount of the blood wasn't big enough to change my eye color. I'm very glad it didn't. I hate red eyes. *grin*

charycat101 asked:

I wish icould be a vampire! It makes me so sad! Well i wish you were real and not a role player! I guess thats my luck! i really do think it is cool that you guys put in time to act like my fav charcters!! I♥twilight! I♥Jasper!!!!!!!!!!
So like could you please like find some way to make me a vampire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!! I would so pleased if you would *giggle*

Thanks again, charycat101, if there's a will, there's a way... Isn't that what they say... I think most of us share your feelings about becoming a vampire. About being one of the Cullens, right? And of course, that's easier said than done.

xoxo.love.xoxo. said:

ok, opinion time:
on whether or not [male] vampires can have stubble: i say no. the series has said that vampires are frozen in whatever state they're in, so i don't think their hair would grow. which is funny, since i was wondering about whether vampires get haircuts the other day(:
on the tattoo thing: again, no. unless you develop an EXTREMELY hard needle(:
on the bath/shower thing: if they want to, but i don't think it would be necessary. i don't think it would hurt them (because i think bella said something about him in the shower with her in breaking dawn)
also, i've pondered this one for a while: do vampires need to go to the bathroom?
i bet they fake it at school. because, no bodily fluids (well, they thought so. but they have none of what you'd need to dispose of in a bathroom. hahahahahahaha)
ok, so that's my self- Q & A for the day. i consider myself a vampire expert, even though i'm probably NOT(:

Wonderful and insightful opinions. Thank you! I'm so glad to have you in our club!
What comes to your question, no, vampires have no need to use bathroom, because they do not have any intestines. If they happen to eat something (like when Bella dared Edward to eat pizza at school and when Edward ate their wedding cake) they have to vomit it afterwards. So that's the perfect place to use bathroom after all. *laughs* For vomitin human food. Yikes!

xoxo.love.xoxo. said:

haha. the vomiting thing made me think of Mike. hahaha(:

goth_queen1998 said:

hey edwardcan u pls Bite me?
im sooooooooooo inlove wit vampires!!!!!!!!!!
PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry dear, but the answer is no! First of all it's too dangerous, sencondly, it would break the treaty and thirdly... I would never condemn anyone unless there was million good reasons and that someone was already dying. Sorry.

goth_queen1998 said:

So Bella could've got you to bite her a lot quicker if she had just run under a bus or drowned herself?! Then she would have been already dying. I'm not saying its a good idea but would you have turned her quicker it if she had done somethings stupid and reckless earlier?!

Perhaps I would have been so angry to her that I would have not. Or maybe I couldn't have been there on time. It's a great risk that she could have died. But of course, I had been there and she would have been seriously injured, I had changed her. Tried at least. I'm not sure if I had been able to stop...

Aly-Paig asked:

Edward,
iv'e always wondered what You(and the other cullens) do during the night. I know You watch bella bu to me it sounded like in the book you only went hunting every oncce in a while.
I'd absulutely love it if you'd answer my question.
xoxoAly

Thank you Aly for a lovely question! As a matter of fact we go hunt quite rarely. Only twice a month or so, unless there is some extra reason to hunt more.

Ehm... I'd rather not answer what the other members of my family do at night, at least Rose and Emm... It's rather... private. (and I wish they would keep it that way too, which is impossible of course the house full of vampires with incredibly sensitive hearing ability... *grin*)

I have spent my nights mostly reading, studying, playing the piano, composing, enjoying silence of the sleeping town, running or wandering in nature and such. But my most joy I found after finding Bella. I found it so very intriguing to watch her sleep.. *smirks thinking something else*

xoxo.love.xoxo. asked:

still... i wonder... could vampires get haircuts?
not that they'd need to.... if their bodies are frozen, their hair won't grow. but wouldn't their hair turn really strong, just like their skin, so it couldn't be broken by scissors? hmm(:

Nice question, thanks. Yes, we can have haircuts with extraordinary strong and sharp scissors, but the hair doesn't grow, so why cut it?

Jonalicous asked me some time ago about vampires' ability to bleed.

Vampires don't bleed, because they have no blood inside them. No veins, no blood. No blood, no foul. *laughs*

Silly proposal

2009-02-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

That girl I told you about, should I mention her name? No, it's better not to ridicule her, because sincerely that's not my intention. Anyway, she really has made me feel uneasy for the past few weeks. I have tried to ignore her, but seeing her thoughts has been like I'd been forced to watch an endless, second quality adult entertainment movie. And it's very hard to ignore someone screaming your name. Though it's inaudible to everybody else, it's very real to me. I'm sorry, I should not talk about this, it's making me embarrassed already.

On Friday I felt my patience had faced its limits, and I started casting disturbed glances towards her. She misunderstood them, obviously, being deluded by her false beliefs of her own appeal. She took my annoyed glare as a sign of interest and encouraged by it, asked me out.

I tried not to humiliate her, since I do appreciate everyone's feelings, but it was difficult. I had to make sure, as politely as possible, that her wishful thinking was totally in vain and her reveries about me would have to meet their end. I had to make her realize that me going out with her, or even more, would never happen. She got offended, of course, and interpreted it the way that she was not pretty enough for me. As if it was the only thing that mattered. As if her being more beautiful could fade that fact that she is human and I am not.

Twilight reference in a comic strip

2009-02-22T02:59:00.000-08:00

Something funny for your night, cause I'm staying awake:

Questions and Answers

2009-02-21T06:23:00.001-08:00

I have been chatting a lot lately. It has been very nice to meet so many wonderful people, and some vampires too. *smirk*

Chatting everyday with many people takes time though, and I have noticed that almost everyone asks the same questions.

For now on I will put the answers for frequently asked questions to this topic, so that I'll have time to go hunting too someday...

When is you birthday?

« It's 20th of June.

What bands do you like?

« I like many bands, good, talented, musical, sophisticated bads...

What music you listen?

« I listen mostly classical and old jazz...

Do you like Muse?

« Yes I do.

What did you think when Bella kissed that DOG?

(Her words, not mine... )

« I understood her, but that doesn't mean I liked it. Far from it.

What did you think about Jacob imprinting to Renesmee?

« I don't like it, to be honest I hate it. Only good thing about it is the fact that he's now off from Bella's shoulders.

Have you seen Twilight the movie?

« Yes I have.

Did you like it?

« Yes, it was wonderful!

What's your favourite color?

« My favourite colour is deep, dark blue.

How are you??

« Fine thanks.

What were you doing today?

« Shopping mostly.

Do you like shopping?

« Sometimes yes.

Why only sometimes?

« Because it can be very boring or very frustrating.

So what are you doing now?

« I'm chatting, answering to my mail and writing to my club... that means busy. *smirk*

What colour do you like?

« All the colors really.

What the most??

« Deep and dark blue.

Grrr babe bite me!

« I don't dare... if I did, Bella would eat my brain.

In the end when Bella decides she wants to become one of u guys, would u ever bite her??

« No, no I wouldn't. Not without a very, very good reason. And her desire to be one of just would not be a reason good enough. Earlier you asked also why I didn't let the venom spread to Bella's veins after James had biten her. Because I wanted her to be human! I couldn't face the rest of my existence knowing that I'd doomed her to damnation. That's why.

But u would need,carlisle or alice or emmett someone to help u stop when u do bite her dont u think??

« No. It was love that stopped me. There is even stronger drug to me than her blood, it's herself. I wasn't going to let my bloodlust destroy that. And myself at the same time. Carlisle knew that, and he trusted me. Even more than I did myself.

Janes power... did it really feel like it was killing you ? and you and bella are like stronger than ever right now, right? i love yalls story and sometimes jealoousy takes over in me thinking of it

« No, it never felt like she was killing me, though the agony was quite overwhelming. Yes, me and Bella are stronger, not to mention happier, than ever. It seems to invoke jealousy, but you at least are very sweet in spite of that unlike some.

Are you happy you didnt stay away from bella? what do you think of renesmee and jacob? do you like it that you can read bellas mind throught her projecting?

« Of course I'm happy I came back to Bella. Leaving her was the worst mistake of my existence! I've grown to accept Jacob in Nessie's life. It wasn't easy first, though. I love it when Bella let's me in her head...

Why didn't you put "V" for vampire or "Anthony" upside down.

(That question refers to my nickname "Edward.W.Cullen" that I often use in many forums and other sites in the internet.)

« Hah, that's a good one. Maybe because V is not actually A upsidedown and W just has little bit more style... *laughter*

"Wampire" sounds more futuristic than it does old-fashioned...

« Oh, well that's a bad thing. Wouldn't like to sound futuristic. Then I have probably made a mistake. I thought it went along the same line as Wolfgang. (Two of my favourites, Goethe and Mozart.)

Well, yeah, I know "V" is not actually an "A" upside down...but "vampire", makes more sense that "wampire."Doesn't it?

« *snickers* Yes, it certainly does, but "Wampire" had somehow more oldfashioned clang in it. Besides W is defenitely more impressive than V, don't you agree? *smirks*

Some more questions and answers

2009-02-21T05:59:00.000-08:00

So, what did you think of the twilight movie?

« I loved it, though of course it was nothing compared to the books.

Heyy u can drink my blood any day lol

« *laughs* Thanks... but no thanks! *smirk*

Edward doesn't listen to Mozart, or not that we know of anyways.

« Oh dear... I listen to everything that's good. And most classical is. You have to know I have several thousand cd:s, and I definitely listen Mozart. *amused* You should try his French horn Concerto for example.

Dude, I know Edward probably listens to a lot of classical stuff but, he never says that.

« Dude? What happened to "dear Edward"? *chuckles* I'm not sure if I get your point. Certainly it would have been a lot longer and much more tiresome book if there'd been a list of all my favourite music. *smirk*

On yall wedding day if u could cry would of you?

« Oh dear... there are so many things I would've done if I've only could. Crying in that specific situation included. (In fact I can cry... but not shed any tears. It isn't quite the same, is it...)

What is the diner's name that you have in forks?

« The Lodge.

Will you go out with me?

« Can't take the risk Bella killing me... So no. *smirk*

What music do you like?? and who is renesmee?

« Renesmee is my daughter and I like mostly classical music, but old jazz and some good bands too.

So renesmee is your daughter and jacob will fall in love with her am i right?

« Jacob doesn't exactly fall in love; he "imprints" to her. It's something that werewolves do.

I know but will she be a vampire??

« She is a half-vampire, very unique creature!

So she will not drink bload?

« Partly she will, but she can eat food too.

You can eat food too but you dont have to do it am i right??

« I can eat food like you eat dirt. But if I eat, I have to vomit it later, I don't have intestines you see...

Good, good. How old is Nessie now?

It's difficult to define Renesmees real age, since she ages differently than normal kids. Physically she would be 3 years old now, but she grows and matures so much quicker that she is perhaps more like young adult now.

Have you ever been to Ireland to visit the Irish coven??

« Yes, I have been in Ireland and visited the Irish Coven. Lovely place!

So, Who is the best baseball player in your family??

« Best Baseball player in our family? *thinks* It's difficult to say, really. We all have our personal talents, so we are very different players. I'd say we are all equal!

Edward, I have beem curious, in school have you ever kicked something and broken it? If so, would that have looked well, kind of strange to a human?

« No, I have never kicked anything or anybody, though I have dreamed about it so many times! I always try to act as discreet and unobtrusive as possible. So I have to control my impulses, and of course, kicking something accidentally would be a joke for a vampire.

How was your life when you were a kid? Was it hard? Do you remember it? I know that human memories are a little clouded to vampires, but I was just wondering if they can disapear...

« No, my life was not hard at all. I was the only, precious child of my parents. You are right about human memories vanishing when becoming a vampire, but Carlisle has told me many things about my life as Edward Masen. So my family was quite wealthy and I was a well treated and loved son of theirs. I didn't encounter any significant obstacles in my human life. I only wanted to become a soldier. It was my dream and my first and only human life adversity was that Spanish Influenza that took the life from my parents, and from me too, in one way if not the other. *smirk*

Thoughts of someone...

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I had a rough day at school yesterday. And today. Alice is seemingly worried about me, but there’s no need for that really. It’s just that the thoughts of someone (I'm not going to mention her name), are really starting to bug me. I almost answered incorrectly to my Spanish teacher today because I was daydreaming what she would say (or think) if I someday interrupted her lascivious reveries by retorting her to stop. I would also tell her that she has totally distorted image of my naked body.

Or no I wouldn’t.

I just have to endure that endless stream of her very visual fantasies and not to puke. I can do it. It’s almost as easy as spending your days with a building full of tasty smelling prey that you are never allowed to bite. It’s easy, been there, done that, ha! *sarcastic laughter*

Or maybe Alice is right. There is something wrong with me. I have had the displeasure of being able to see the thoughts of interested females almost hundred years now. I should have been accustomed to it till now. And I have been. I have been capable of ignoring all that rubbish for so many decades.

So what’s different now?

Alice versus Jasper

2009-02-19T06:17:00.000-08:00

I laughed so hard to these two great pics. I found them from a Facebook-group called Twilight Secrets. It's a great group by the way... *smirk*

(Alice says to Jasper in that upper picture that "Your future went away when you looked at that girl over there.")

Some questions that I've answered

2009-02-19T05:36:00.002-08:00

THIS IS THE TOPIC TO ASK QUESTIONS FROM THE "REAL" ME!

(ask and I'll answer as myself, not as "Edward" like I do in other topics here)

Okay, this is the place to have those conversations that have something to do with the "real me". This will probably be very short topic, cause I normally never, ever reveal anything of my true identity. But because I have to answer to these questions everyday in some form or the other, I thought I might as well do it here.

So if there's something you want to ask from "me" (not Edward) then you're welcome. I will promise to answer SOMETHING to every question (if there comes any). Something that is absolutely true (but not maybe exactly the kind of answer you were hoping for). It's like a compromise. Bella and Edward were able to compromise in the books, weren't they... Shouldn't be so difficult then. *smirks*

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THE AGE

Someone asked me today (like everyday... this must be one of the most frequently asked questions) how old I am. And as promised... this is what I said to her:

Older than you (what ever age between 12 and sixteen) and younger than Edward.

Renesmee.C. asked:

So you wont even say Over or Under 17!?

Youuu, little... *ruffles her hair playfully* Okay, but only because I promised. And if you don't want to be my friends anymore after you know, blame her! *laughs*

I am older than seventeen. There. Happy now? *sticks his tongue out and looks exactly like five years old*

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THE NAME

RaeChelle97 asked:

what is ur real name like? u dont have 2 say exactly if u dont want 2.

This is The Official Most Frequently Asked Question.

Okay... it's long, it's cold and very difficult to pronounce. Like Edward. *laughter*

Renesmee.C. asked:

OOHHHH

Henry!
Mathew
Thomas?????

Oh my heavens, how did you guess? It's unbelievable... Almost like Alice. Yes, it's Henry Matthew Thomas... not.

Sorry. *snickers*

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THE HOME

12345678910amie asked:

Do you really live in America?

This one I can't answer, I'm sorry, but as I have promised to answer something, I'll just say that I live in a big house near the forest and it is almost always very cloudy and rainy. *smirk* But right now it's very cold and snowing a little.

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THE STUDIES

TiFfAnYcOmPaNy3 asked:

I have a question!!! What are u studying in school?? Thank you. :) :D :) :D :)

Uups... this is a tough one. Hmm. What can I say.

Okay... I just say that it has something to do with helping others. That has to do. Sorry.

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THE PASTIME ACTIVITIES AND HOBBIES

Cullen.House asked:

wHD YOU LIKE TO DO DURNG YOUR FREE TIME?

Well that's a nice question. No one has ever asked that one. *smirk* So, as this is an OOC- topic, this is not Edward answering, but myself.

I love to read. I love literature and music. So I also write myself (poems, novels, songs and stuff) and I play piano and sing in a band. I know there are many who won't believe this, and it amuses me. There really is no reason for me to lie about this. And as I have said. I NEVER answer a question if I have to lie. That's why you do not know anything about the real me, age, name and such. If I have to lie, I don't answer, simple as that.

wannabeawesome asked:

Would you rather Swim or go running? :) (couldnt think of anything else! :))

-Rosalie

Thank you Rosalie! This is easy. *relieved* I would rather swim. I love water. Swimming is cool.

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THE MUSIC

xoxo.love.xoxo. asked:

what type of music does your band play? i'm interested... in the band, i mean. not like that. hahaha(:

Thanks for the question, very sweet of you! My band plays quite original music, I don't know what I could compare it with. It's kind of pop with acoustic instruments and we make our own songs too. If I find something that sounds like us, I'll let you know.

Happy-Summer94 asked:

Hi "boy who don't want to tell his name"! ;-)
so, you really play the piano. do you play the guitar, too?
this topic it's very interesting, you had a great idea.

Hahaa... That's cool nickname you just gave me. Yes, I really play the piano, have played it for ages, and I do own an acoustic and an electric guitar, but I can't play them. *snickers*

Maybe if I wasn't all the time here I could have time to learn to play them too. But there are other instruments I do know how to play. Not as well as piano though, it's my number one instrument.

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THE OPINIONS, FAVOURITES AND EVERYTHING

Silverbeam asked:

(I'm just very curious)
Have you ever heard of Finland? And if you have, what do you think of it/what do you know about it?

Sorry, I've just always wanted to know what foreigners think of Finland...

And I had a dream that this club was a real place where topics were different rooms and someone found out your name. Some brunette with long hair, who was someone from this club. I can't remember who though... And then you came out of the room and asked her not to tell anyone your name. Your real name was Eduardo Firenzini. It was a really weird dream!

So my question is is your name Eduardo Firenzini. Or Eduardo your first name? It's quite close to Edward. VERY close. That's why I probably dreamt that name... I wonder where Firenzini came from...

Yes, I have heard about Finland. *chuckles* It's funny that every Finnish people I meet/talk to always wants to ask this. It's like your national question or something like it. *laughs*

I know many things, can't list them here. But what I think about Finland... I think it's a very beautiful, unique, natural, pure and silent land with a very interesting, shy but stubborn, intelligent but complex people. In other words, wonderful.

That's fascinatin! Really! What a dream! *chuckles* But I guess I have to disappoint you. No, my name is not Eduardo, Edward or anything that even slightly reminds of it. Firenzini sounds very cool too, but it hints to Italians. I am not Italian or anything like it. Sorry. *smiles*

Silverbeam asked:

So you've been to Finland? Met Finnish peolpe? Wow!!
Oh, I have another question. What's your favourite food?

Well, I have travelled a lot. That much can be said.

My favourite food... It depends, it depends on so many things. Who has made it, where do I get it and with whom. *smirk*

But I do enjoy ethnic dishes; Greek, Indian, Nepalese, Japanese. And I love exotic fruits. Mmmm... Also the good old home made food is good if not eaten too much. I hate people over eating and then whining about being too full that it hurts. It's disgusting. *smirk* I'm starting to expose too much of me, I'm afraid.

xoxo.love.xoxo. asked:

new question for you... what's your favorite color? no, so just kidding(:
could you describe the style of clothing you wear? would you say it's similar to edward's?

So you don't want to know my favourite color? *laughs* Besides I have already told it here. But... It's deep Prussian blue. I love the color of deep blue night sky.

My clothing style? Cool. *chuckles* Yes, I'd say it's kind of similar to Edward's in the books and in the movie. Not as expencive though. *smirks* Some might say I'm little oldfashioned. I like shirts with buttons and so.. But I mostly use jeans too. And... I got the coolest woollen jacket, very much like Edward's gray one in the movie (expencive too...) as an early (very early) birthday gift from my mother. I love it!

queen_sg asked:

F-i-n-a-l-l-y, a boy with good taste in things and a good sense of humor!! Lmao

Ok here are my questions..-

What is your favourite colour?!

Favourite Singer/Band?!

Film + Actor?

Arrgghhhh I had another question that I forgot..

Oh and do you think my medoll looks at all like a Vampire Bella? Jw

I know its an odd range of questions and there are quite a few of them but I'm just curious!!

Thank you for the compliment. *smiles* I have already told my favourite color here few times. It's deep Prussian blue. I love the color of deep blue night sky.

Favourite singer or band? That's SO hard to say. My frieds keep telling me I have the most weird taste for music... Besides I mostly like some specific songs from some singer or band, but not anything else from them. Perhaps I'll make a list of some of my favourite songs someday. Sorry I couldn't give you a better answer. Same goes with book recommendations. I'll make a new topic to them. *smiles*

Film and actor? Another difficult one! Lets say... I liked Twilight. *smirk* I think Matrix is one of my all time favourites and I loved Sweenie Todd too. And Heath Ledger was a genius as an actor. Too bad he had to die.

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Some more questions

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some more

And some more...

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THE RANDOM QUESTIONS ASKED IN CHAT

In the case if someone's interested (which I seriously doubt) here are some more:

Okay what is ur real name?

« Nooooo, not that question again... *laughs*

Are you really 17?

« Come to my club and see... what I normally answer to that.*smirk*

Okay, so your either 13, 14, 15, or 16?

« Nope... remember that Edward is born in 1901.

Can you plz stop being Akward and say if your under or Over 17!

« Sorry... I can't stop being akward... *evil grin* I will not tell my age.

Are you a girl or a boy? It is strange what a boy likes Twilight books?

« You’d be surprised… many boys like them. They just don’t drool over Edward. At least most of them don’t. *laughter*

Have you read all the books?

« Yes, of course.

Well tht was a predicatable answer lol dd u reed midnite sun on stepenie meyers website or???

« I guess you're right about that. *smiles* Yes, I read it on her official site. I think it was unforgivable to publish it in the first place without her permission, but still... I had to read it. I wish she could finish it too someday (read: "soon").

What’s your favourite Twilight book?

« Twilight and Breaking Dawn

I was wondering, if u actually live in Forks, Washington??

« Would I tell if I didn't?

Are u the real edward cullen?

« I'm a roleplayer for Edward Cullen.

Do you play edward in a teathre?

« No, only here in the internet.

Why do you lie to people?

« What? Have you red my disclaimer?

Yes...?

« And you understood that I am not Edward Cullen (he doesn't exist) or Robert Pattinson (his actor) and I am a roleplayer... what is a lie there then?

Hi! do you are the real edward?

« Did you read my disclaimer?

Did you like the movie?

« Yes, though I love the books more. And my Edward here is the Edward from the books... I hate when people write to me that "your medoll doesn't look at all like Robert Pattinson..."

Yeah i personaly never imagined edward like rob,but i guess i got used to it.that's so great about the books,you can create your own world reading it.

« Yes, exactly!

So,what did you like the most about edward?

« He's very talented, loyal and sophisticated. I admire that.

Whats ur fave TV show?

« Oh... I don't know, I don't watch tv almost at all.

Ok what's better a mouse or a bat?

« Wow, I like your question, bat of course! *smirk*

Cat or dog?

« Cat (that's easy)

How??? *questioning*

« I like cats so much more, that's why.

Good answer cause that's what rob said in a magazine!

« Really?! In what magazine? Haha... I guess we have something in common then.

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Relativity of time

2009-02-17T16:10:00.000-08:00

When your life is a total continuum of time without much needed interuptions like sleep or coma *smirk* time actually looses it's meaning. I've been wondering if Prof. Einstein was a vampire too, since he crystallized it so well in his formula. The conception of time really is very relative. Sometimes it flies (that I experience very rarely anymore) and sometimes it grovels. Mostly it grovels. And as you know, I prefer fast things to slow ones.

I sometimes think that the real damnation for the vampire is the necessity of being concious all the time. No sleep, no alcohol, no drugs, not even the slightest, tinies dizzy fainting not to mention total coma. Always concious, always alert and aware. And in my case it does not mean only being aware of my own thoughts and perceptions, but other's too. This is damnation. *frown*

Ordinary monday at Forks High

2009-02-16T17:10:00.000-08:00

What a day. I'm exhausted in the only way a vampire can be. Mentally. I had a long day at school, maths, double biology, English and such. Boring, in other words. We had to hand out our literature essay today. It was about Sherwood Anderson's novels. I have always had difficulties to decide if it is wrong to use essays and other writings I have already done previously in my past, or should I always write the new reviews, essays etc. even when they are about the same subjects I have studied several times before.

Emmett says I think too much and happily recycles everything he has ever done (or someone else, he isn't too picky). He said that I take everything too seriously and that I should relax. He might have a point.

Perhaps I should spend some more time with Jasper. He can make me relax even when I can't. Though I doubt Alice will share him. It's incomprehensible how they can be always together. Day or night, winter or summer, they are always together chattering, whispering and laughing to their own things that no one else seems to understand. I'm sure it would drive me crazy.

Or maybe I'm just jealous. *sigh*

Vampires!?

2009-02-16T06:48:00.000-08:00

Do you believe there really are vampires, if you do, what are they like?

What do you think about vampires in general, what do you know about them, why do they exist and why is water wet. No, not that last one.

We all are familiar with vampires created by Stephenie Meyer, but they are very different than the traditional, old fashioned, mythological creatures with long and sharp fangs...

Let's talk about all the vampires... Uuuuu... Scaryyyy.... *smirks*

Groovy driving with the Cullen boys

2009-02-16T06:33:00.001-08:00

xoxo.love.xoxo sent this to our amusement. Thanks. *snickers*

http://i39.tinypic.com/wgomk9.jpg

Twilight fun

2009-02-16T06:13:00.000-08:00

Internet seems to be full of different kind of funny stuff about Twilight. Jokes, lists, manipulated pictures and such. I thought it would be fun to gather some of the best here, so we can read then over again and have fun laughing to me or to the fans of Twilight.

If you know some funny thing about Twilight, please share it with us all.

Valentine's day Ball

2009-02-15T15:13:00.000-08:00

Few days ago I was surprised to get the invitation to the Valentine's day Ball. No one ever invites me to anywhere, and it's good, of course. Normal people have their survival instinct, and it tells with loud voice to stay away from me. It's quite contradictory actually. On the other hand everything about me invites people to me. As a prey. My voice, my looks, even my smell. But on the other hand people know that I am dangerous. They can't explain it, but they just know it. I have been entertained with humans', mostly girls, discordant thoughts about me. They want to approach me and at the same time run screaming away. Sometimes they have difficulties to choose, and then I'll help them. I act distant and aloof. And if it isn't enough, I just play rude. Sometimes, when the person is nice, I hate it. But mostly it's kind of cool. Not many people have been able to keep my interest longer than two minutes. People are so predictable and their minds so alike... It gets boring.

Anyway, I got the invitation and just for the pure boredom I agreed to come. And it was quite okay too. I even danced few times. It was very hard to keep my face straight though, when listening to the minds of the girls I danced with. So predictable...

Welcome to Edward Cullen's personal internet society!

2009-02-12T04:55:00.000-08:00

Some of you may know me as "Edward.W.Cullen" from the Stardoll. That intriguing "W" has been explained there but not yet here, so here it goes: "So many has asked about the W in my name. (Believe me, I know my name, eye color, type of my car and even the date I was changed and even that tricky piece of knowledge that the word vampire start's with V, so no need to comment these any further.) So W is there for Masen's M upsidedown, or it stands for... WAMPIRE. *low chuckle* But please, don't tell anyone, I wouldn't want to move... not yet again."

There has been so much trouble with Stardoll that I finally decided to make my own personal internet site. I'm planning to move all my Edward's Club activities here from the Stardoll, because here I can really interact with you as my friends. I can post you pictures, videos, music and such. And write as long as I like and the way I like without checking all the time if SD censorship will allow me to post some words it thinks are bad. You know I don't use bad words. Unless the expression "smelling dog" is amongst of them. *smirk*

There is yet so much to do here. You know I'm kind of a perfectionist, so I want to make this place SPARKLE! *chuckles*